He’s a Real (Nowhere Boy)

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John Lennon's early years are now on the big screen
(actually, the smaller screens in the art house cinemas, if you're lucky, if
not, rent it), this is about that.

 

The Lennon pic came first. I hadn't expected much. To tell
the truth, I had looked forward, with great masochistic relish, to being
tortured by one of my most pettest of pet peeves – the sound of an American
actor trying to sound English.

 

When one is a spiritual seeker (to put it one way), or a
philosopher seeking self knowledge (to put it another), part of the job is self
flagellation (to put it one way), or purposely seeking out really, really annoying
experiences (to put it another). It's not so much to seek out suffering as a
kind of romantic-narcissistic assumption of the crucifixion drama, but rather
to invoke suffering in order to understand it. Why does a fake English accent drive
me to the final razor edge of absolute hairy oblivion? I can learn a lot from examining
that.

 

So when I heard that there was a new movie in production
about John Lennon as a kid, I assumed the lead male would be an expensive American
actor expensively coached to deliver an excruciating cock-up of one of the most
difficult English accents to fake, and one which is thirty miles removed from
my native dialect. So I'm like, this is designed to hurt me, this is gunna be
down't snake pit wi'out yr wellies.

 

As I eagerly and with trepidation anticipated the New York opening of the
picture, two things happened. First I learned that it was an English job, the
lead actor was English. Withhold the lash! This guy is going to get it right,
maybe. Then I saw a preview of sorts on youtube, in which the fellow rendered
vowel sounds hitherto unknown to earthen tongues, let alone Scouse
(Liverpudlian). Oh exquisite pain worthy of Torquemada.

 

As it turned out, most of the youtube bits were outtakes.  It looks like the crew chopped out all the
pieces where the kid sounds like an undercover Martian invader trying to sound
normal, and just went with the sequences where he got it right.

 

Nowhere Boy is about the life of John Lennon from his early
teens until he left for Hamburg
with the Beatles. It's a beautiful piece of work, and not because I'm Lennon-addled,
but because it a small scale ensemble drama with good actors on a really good
story. It's Oliver Twist, right? Not that the filmmakers aped Dickens. England does
that to a kid. Where do I belong? Nowhere. Can I have some more?

 

This is dangerous territory – the Beatle thing I mean. It
could have been really awful. It was brilliant. There's a hint toward the end
that indicates the filmmakers appreciate the hazard. John has come to tell his
legal guardian, Aunt Mimi, that he's going to Germany with his band; he needs her
to sign his passport application. She asks which band it is, what's the name of
the band this time? He says, do you care what we call it? She doesn't. It's a
nice touch. The B-word never comes up. It punctuates the point that this is a
guy from a particular, specific, and very small time and place who, through a
bizarre confluence of circumstances, defined "rock star" like Picasso defined "painter."

 

So what's the story? It has been told many times, but here
you go again. I'll tell it mostly as it is told in the film, because the film
follows the biographies with little flourish, so we can't go far wrong.

 

John Lennon was born in 1940 during the blitz. The Germans
bombed the hell out of the major industrial centers and ports of Britain. Julia
Lennon gave her son the middle name of Winston (after the wartime prime minister
Winston Churchill) in a fit of patriotism. Maybe there was some class-mobility
aspiration there too. That shows up right enough in the life story that follows.

 

John's father was a merchant seaman, Alf Lennon, who spent
the war years as a crewman on various of the vessels that kept England fed and
armed during the most perilous period of her history in a thousand years (so
goes the romance; it's not far wrong).

 

As we learn in the film, Julia — as her sister Mimi tells sixteen-year-old
John during the big confrontation where all the family secrets come out —
"always needed company, if you know what I mean." In other words, with Alf away
at the war work, Mimi wanted a lover. Now't wrong wi'dat. But birth control was
not so easy in those years, so Mimi had a daughter from a soldier while married
to the absent Alf. The daughter, Victoria (noble aspirations again), was "given
to the Salvation Army," as movie Mimi has it, and never heard of again. All of
this is cause for great shame and trauma. You fukin' wot?, etc.

 

Julia also had mental health issues.  The film hints at it on and off, until this
theme peaks as Julia tries to tell John about it. She has spells, difficult
periods where she can't function. John doesn't get it. It's no excuse for
abandoning him as a kid, and his culture hints strongly that mental illness is an
indulgence for spoiled, weak-willed people who can't get on with it. When Mimi's husband, John's Uncle George, collapses
and dies minutes after sweetly and illicitly sharing a drink of whiskey and a
few laughs with his nephew, Mimi won't allow John to cry on her shoulder. She
says they have to get on with it, and
goes back to washing the dishes. During the blitz, the government issued a
poster, a simple silkscreen affair with a picture of the crown, under which
appear the words "keep calm and carry on."  That's England right there, my dears.
Mustn't make a fuss.

 

Fuss or no, when you make a movie, you have 24 scenes and 98
minutes to tell the tale. You have to decide if the scene where a cop chases
boys off the Strawberry Field orphanage grounds is worth it. You have to decide
if it's important to show that Julia tuned John's guitar like a banjo until McCartney
straightened him out. Both of these episodes made youtube, but they didn't make
the final cut. No great loss. Feature film is necessarily reductive.

 

What emerges are the bare bones, the important bits. We get
the back story in flashbacks, which become increasingly clear as the story
unfolds. When John was five, at the end of the war, his father reappeared,
wanting to reunite with Julia and save the marriage. Julia wasn't having it, so
Alf kidnapped the boy with the idea of taking him to New Zealand. In those years, everybody
with a touch of ambition was going somewhere, Canada,
Australia, New Zealand, the US. (Twenty years later, it was the
same deal. It brought my family to the US.)

 

The teenaged John keeps waking up part way into dreaming the
scene where, in desperation, Alf asks the five year old if he wants to go with
Dad or Mum. The boy says "Daddy"; Julia walks out. The boy runs after her, but it's
too late, he's declared his choice, she's out of there. Her sister Mimi steps
in and takes the boy home. What else can she do?

 

Mimi and George Smith lived in a nice brick house that
actually had a maid's bedroom, a left-over from a bygone era of middle-class affluence.
Mimi didn't keep a maidservant, but she maintained the relevant manners and
expectations. Twenty years after deciding to start a band, Lennon portrayed
himself as a working-class hero, but he was never working class. He never worked
a day in his life. He tested desperately and at the last minute into the elite type
of high school ("grammar school" in English terms) that his Auntie required he attend,
and then went to art college.  Art school
was a fall-back. College was a must for Mimi's John in a way that today's
Americans might not understand. For the twentieth-century American middle class,
at least up until the Reaganites pushed every possible penny out of general
circulation and up toward the wealthiest one per cent, not going to college was
not an option. College was a mass phenomenon in America. In England in the
1940s-50s, going to college was something only rich people did, or privileged middle
class people, like Lennon. He fucked up at the posh secondary school, but they
got him into art college all the same, because shoving the children of the
managerial classes through college was what one did; it was a matter of middle
class channels. No way that motherfucker ain't going to get a degree. But then
there was the band.

 

In the movie, Lennon's music education mostly comes down to
Mimi and McCartney. In the biographies, Lennon sees movietone newsreels about
Elvis, and decides he wants to be that; that's his calling. In the film, in a
neat feat of conflation, Julia takes John to the cinema where he gets his first
glimpse of Elvis and realizes, all wide eyed and breathless, that his mother
and every other female in the joint is panting. That's me up there, he thinks.
I'm goan fer dat. And, as we know, he does.

 

The thing about Liverpool
at the time was that there was a thriving dive club scene. If you had a decent
band and you got organized, there were a lot of gigs to be had. And after one
clever club owner figured he could attract the secretaries of the business
district to his place for lunch if there was a band on, Lennon's group was
playing afternoons as well as evenings. That's how you get good, twice a day,
like.

 

The big moment comes when Julia is run over by a car. The
film doesn't rehash the details. In real life, she was hit by a drunk off-duty
policeman. She had been saving up money for John, and after her death, her
boyfriend handed John an envelope, there's a few bob in there. John uses it to
pay for the band's first session in a real r

He's a Real (Nowhere Boy)

 

John Lennon's early years are now on the big screen
(actually, the smaller screens in the art house cinemas, if you're lucky, if
not, rent it), this is about that.

 

The Lennon pic came first. I hadn't expected much. To tell
the truth, I had looked forward, with great masochistic relish, to being
tortured by one of my most pettest of pet peeves – the sound of an American
actor trying to sound English.

 

When one is a spiritual seeker (to put it one way), or a
philosopher seeking self knowledge (to put it another), part of the job is self
flagellation (to put it one way), or purposely seeking out really, really annoying
experiences (to put it another). It's not so much to seek out suffering as a
kind of romantic-narcissistic assumption of the crucifixion drama, but rather
to invoke suffering in order to understand it. Why does a fake English accent drive
me to the final razor edge of absolute hairy oblivion? I can learn a lot from examining
that.

 

So when I heard that there was a new movie in production
about John Lennon as a kid, I assumed the lead male would be an expensive American
actor expensively coached to deliver an excruciating cock-up of one of the most
difficult English accents to fake, and one which is thirty miles removed from
my native dialect. So I'm like, this is designed to hurt me, this is gunna be
down't snake pit wi'out yr wellies.

 

As I eagerly and with trepidation anticipated the New York opening of the
picture, two things happened. First I learned that it was an English job, the
lead actor was English. Withhold the lash! This guy is going to get it right,
maybe. Then I saw a preview of sorts on youtube, in which the fellow rendered
vowel sounds hitherto unknown to earthen tongues, let alone Scouse
(Liverpudlian). Oh exquisite pain worthy of Torquemada.

As it turned out, most of the youtube bits were outtakes.  It looks like the crew chopped out all the
pieces where the kid sounds like an undercover Martian invader trying to sound
normal, and just went with the sequences where he got it right.

Nowhere Boy is about the life of John Lennon from his early
teens until he left for Hamburg
with the Beatles. It's a beautiful piece of work, and not because I'm Lennon-addled,
but because it a small scale ensemble drama with good actors on a really good
story. It's Oliver Twist, right? Not that the filmmakers aped Dickens. England does
that to a kid. Where do I belong? Nowhere. Can I have some more?

This is dangerous territory – the Beatle thing I mean. It
could have been really awful. It was brilliant. There's a hint toward the end
that indicates the filmmakers appreciate the hazard. John has come to tell his
legal guardian, Aunt Mimi, that he's going to Germany with his band; he needs her
to sign his passport application. She asks which band it is, what's the name of
the band this time? He says, do you care what we call it? She doesn't. It's a
nice touch. The B-word never comes up. It punctuates the point that this is a
guy from a particular, specific, and very small time and place who, through a
bizarre confluence of circumstances, defined "rock star" like Picasso defined "painter."

So what's the story? It has been told many times, but here
you go again. I'll tell it mostly as it is told in the film, because the film
follows the biographies with little flourish, so we can't go far wrong.

John Lennon was born in 1940 during the blitz. The Germans
bombed the hell out of the major industrial centers and ports of Britain. Julia
Lennon gave her son the middle name of Winston (after the wartime prime minister
Winston Churchill) in a fit of patriotism. Maybe there was some class-mobility
aspiration there too. That shows up right enough in the life story that follows.

John's father was a merchant seaman, Alf Lennon, who spent
the war years as a crewman on various of the vessels that kept England fed and
armed during the most perilous period of her history in a thousand years (so
goes the romance; it's not far wrong).

As we learn in the film, Julia — as her sister Mimi tells sixteen-year-old
John during the big confrontation where all the family secrets come out —
"always needed company, if you know what I mean." In other words, with Alf away
at the war work, Mimi wanted a lover. Now't wrong wi'dat. But birth control was
not so easy in those years, so Mimi had a daughter from a soldier while married
to the absent Alf. The daughter, Victoria (noble aspirations again), was "given
to the Salvation Army," as movie Mimi has it, and never heard of again. All of
this is cause for great shame and trauma. You fukin' wot?, etc.

Julia also had mental health issues.  The film hints at it on and off, until this
theme peaks as Julia tries to tell John about it. She has spells, difficult
periods where she can't function. John doesn't get it. It's no excuse for
abandoning him as a kid, and his culture hints strongly that mental illness is an
indulgence for spoiled, weak-willed people who can't get on with it. When Mimi's husband, John's Uncle George, collapses
and dies minutes after sweetly and illicitly sharing a drink of whiskey and a
few laughs with his nephew, Mimi won't allow John to cry on her shoulder. She
says they have to get on with it, and
goes back to washing the dishes. During the blitz, the government issued a
poster, a simple silkscreen affair with a picture of the crown, under which
appear the words "keep calm and carry on."  That's England right there, my dears.
Mustn't make a fuss.

Fuss or no, when you make a movie, you have 24 scenes and 98
minutes to tell the tale. You have to decide if the scene where a cop chases
boys off the Strawberry Field orphanage grounds is worth it. You have to decide
if it's important to show that Julia tuned John's guitar like a banjo until McCartney
straightened him out. Both of these episodes made youtube, but they didn't make
the final cut. No great loss. Feature film is necessarily reductive.

What emerges are the bare bones, the important bits. We get
the back story in flashbacks, which become increasingly clear as the story
unfolds. When John was five, at the end of the war, his father reappeared,
wanting to reunite with Julia and save the marriage. Julia wasn't having it, so
Alf kidnapped the boy with the idea of taking him to New Zealand. In those years, everybody
with a touch of ambition was going somewhere, Canada,
Australia, New Zealand, the US. (Twenty years later, it was the
same deal. It brought my family to the US.)

The teenaged John keeps waking up part way into dreaming the
scene where, in desperation, Alf asks the five year old if he wants to go with
Dad or Mum. The boy says "Daddy"; Julia walks out. The boy runs after her, but it's
too late, he's declared his choice, she's out of there. Her sister Mimi steps
in and takes the boy home. What else can she do?

Mimi and George Smith lived in a nice brick house that
actually had a maid's bedroom, a left-over from a bygone era of middle-class affluence.
Mimi didn't keep a maidservant, but she maintained the relevant manners and
expectations. Twenty years after deciding to start a band, Lennon portrayed
himself as a working-class hero, but he was never working class. He never worked
a day in his life. He tested desperately and at the last minute into the elite type
of high school ("grammar school" in English terms) that his Auntie required he attend,
and then went to art college.  Art school
was a fall-back. College was a must for Mimi's John in a way that today's
Americans might not understand. For the twentieth-century American middle class,
at least up until the Reaganites pushed every possible penny out of general
circulation and up toward the wealthiest one per cent, not going to college was
not an option. College was a mass phenomenon in America. In England in the
1940s-50s, going to college was something only rich people did, or privileged middle
class people, like Lennon. He fucked up at the posh secondary school, but they
got him into art college all the same, because shoving the children of the
managerial classes through college was what one did; it was a matter of middle
class channels. No way that motherfucker ain't going to get a degree. But then
there was the band.

In the movie, Lennon's music education mostly comes down to
Mimi and McCartney. In the biographies, Lennon sees movietone newsreels about
Elvis, and decides he wants to be that; that's his calling. In the film, in a
neat feat of conflation, Julia takes John to the cinema where he gets his first
glimpse of Elvis and realizes, all wide eyed and breathless, that his mother
and every other female in the joint is panting. That's me up there, he thinks.
I'm goan fer dat. And, as we know, he does.

The thing about Liverpool
at the time was that there was a thriving dive club scene. If you had a decent
band and you got organized, there were a lot of gigs to be had. And after one
clever club owner figured he could attract the secretaries of the business
district to his place for lunch if there was a band on, Lennon's group was
playing afternoons as well as evenings. That's how you get good, twice a day,
like.

The big turning point comes when Julia is run over by a car. The
film doesn't rehash the details. In real life, she was hit by a drunk off-duty
policeman.

Te film says she had been saving up money for John, and after her death, her
boyfriend handed John an envelope, there's a few bob in there. John uses it to
pay for the band's first session in a real recording studio. You can probably buy
that first recording online. You can have it in three minutes. Given the set up
in the movie, the song is about Julia. I always thought it was sort of lame,
four teenagers around a microphone trying to sound like Buddy Holly doing a
ballad. But in the film it's very moving. I and the three other guys in the
cinema are teary-eyed at this point. 

After that, the Hamburg
gig comes up. That's where the movie ends — John walking off down the road with
his guitar.

The four teenagers get recruited to play long sets in a
strip club in the Liverpool of Germany. They play for hours and hours every
night. They play everything they can think of. They have to learn tons of tunes
to keep up the show. By the time they got back to England, they'd played together on stage for thousands of
hours. Their brains were totally wired for rock and roll, and they were very
hot. They were spotted by a gay businessman who fell for Lennon on first
sight — well, that's one version — and the rest is rock and roll history.

See this.  

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How Much Does LSD Cost? When shopping around for that magical psychedelic substance, there can be many uncertainties when new to buying LSD. You may be wondering how much does LSD cost? In this article, we will discuss what to expect when purchasing LSD on the black market, what forms LSD is sold in, and the standard breakdown of buying LSD in quantity.   Navy Use of LSD on the Dark Web The dark web is increasingly popular for purchasing illegal substances. The US Navy has now noticed this trend with their staff. Read to learn more.   Having Sex on LSD: What You Need to Know Can you have sex on LSD? Read our guide to learn everything about sex on acid, from lowered inhibitions to LSD users quotes on sex while tripping.   A Drug That Switches off an LSD Trip A pharmaceutical company is developing an “off-switch” drug for an LSD trip, in the case that a bad trip can happen. Some would say there is no such thing.   Queen of Hearts: An Interview with Liz Elliot on Tim Leary and LSD The history of psychedelia, particularly the British experience, has been almost totally written by men. Of the women involved, especially those who were in the thick of it, little has been written either by or about them. A notable exception is Liz Elliot.   LSD Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety LSD, Lysergic acid diethylamide, or just acid is one of the most important psychedelics ever discovered. What did history teach us?   Microdosing LSD & Common Dosage Explained Microdosing, though imperceivable, is showing to have many health benefits–here is everything you want to know about microdosing LSD.   LSD Resources Curious to learn more about LSD? This guide includes comprehensive LSD resources containing books, studies and more.   LSD as a Spiritual Aid There is common consent that the evolution of mankind is paralleled by the increase and expansion of consciousness. From the described process of how consciousness originates and develops, it becomes evident that its growth depends on its faculty of perception. Therefore every means of improving this faculty should be used.   Legendary LSD Blotter Art: A Hidden Craftsmanship Have you ever heard of LSD blotter art? Explore the trippy world of LSD art and some of the top artists of LSD blotter art.   LSD and Exercise: Does it Work? LSD and exercise? Learn why high-performing athletes are taking hits of LSD to improve their overall potential.   Jan Bastiaans Treated Holocaust Survivors with LSD Dutch psychiatrist, Jan Bastiaans administered LSD-assisted therapy to survivors of the Holocaust. A true war hero and pioneer of psychedelic-therapy.   LSD and Spiritual Awakening I give thanks for LSD, which provided the opening that led me to India in 1971 and brought me to Neem Karoli Baba, known as Maharajji. Maharajji is described by the Indians as a “knower of hearts.”   How LSD is Made: Everything You Need to Know Ever wonder how to make LSD? Read our guide to learn everything you need to know about the procedures of how LSD is made.   How to Store LSD: Best Practices Learn the best way to store LSD, including the proper temperature and conditions to maximize how long LSD lasts when stored.   Bicycle Day: The Discovery of LSD Every year on April 19th, psychonauts join forces to celebrate Bicycle Day. Learn about the famous day when Albert Hoffman first discovered the effects of LSD.   Cary Grant: A Hollywood Legend On LSD Cary Grant was a famous actor during the 1930’s-60’s But did you know Grant experimented with LSD? Read our guide to learn more.   Albert Hofmann: LSD — My Problem Child Learn about Albert Hofmann and his discovery of LSD, along with the story of Bicycle Day and why it marks a historic milestone.   Babies are High: What Does LSD Do To Your Brain What do LSD and babies have in common? Researchers at the Imperial College in London discover that an adult’s brain on LSD looks like a baby’s brain.   1P LSD: Effects, Benefits, Safety Explained 1P LSD is an analogue of LSD and homologue of ALD-25. Here is everything you want to know about 1P LSD and how it compares to LSD.   Francis Crick, DNA & LSD Type ‘Francis Crick LSD’ into Google, and the result will be 30,000 links. Many sites claim that Crick (one of the two men responsible for discovering the structure of DNA), was either under the influence of LSD at the time of his revelation or used the drug to help with his thought processes during his research. Is this true?   What Happens If You Overdose on LSD? A recent article presented three individuals who overdosed on LSD. Though the experience was unpleasant, the outcomes were remarkably positive.

The Ayahuasca Experience
Ayahuasca is both a medicine and a visionary aid. You can employ ayahuasca for physical, mental, emotional and spiritual repair, and you can engage with the power of ayahuasca for deeper insight and realization. If you consider attainment of knowledge in the broadest perspective, you can say that at all times, ayahuasca heals.

 

Trippy Talk: Meet Ayahuasca with Sitaramaya Sita and PlantTeachers
Sitaramaya Sita is a spiritual herbalist, pusangera, and plant wisdom practitioner formally trained in the Shipibo ayahuasca tradition.

 

The Therapeutic Value of Ayahuasca
My best description of the impact of ayahuasca is that it’s a rocket boost to psychospiritual growth and unfolding, my professional specialty during my thirty-five years of private practice.

 

Microdosing Ayahuasca: Common Dosage Explained
What is ayahuasca made of and what is considered a microdose? Explore insights with an experienced Peruvian brewmaster and learn more about this practice.

 

Ayahuasca Makes Neuron Babies in Your Brain
Researchers from Beckley/Sant Pau Research Program have shared the latest findings in their study on the effects of ayahuasca on neurogenesis.

 

The Fatimiya Sufi Order and Ayahuasca
In this interview, the founder of the Fatimiya Sufi Order,  N. Wahid Azal, discusses the history and uses of plant medicines in Islamic and pre-Islamic mystery schools.

 

Consideration Ayahuasca for Treatment of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Research indicates that ayahuasca mimics mechanisms of currently accepted treatments for PTSD. In order to understand the implications of ayahuasca treatment, we need to understand how PTSD develops.

 

Brainwaves on Ayahuasca: A Waking Dream State
In a study researchers shared discoveries showing ingredients found in Ayahuasca impact the brainwaves causing a “waking dream” state.

 

Cannabis and Ayahuasca: Mixing Entheogenic Plants
Cannabis and Ayahuasca: most people believe they shouldn’t be mixed. Read this personal experience peppered with thoughts from a pro cannabis Peruvian Shaman.

 

Ayahuasca Retreat 101: Everything You Need to Know to Brave the Brew
Ayahuasca has been known to be a powerful medicinal substance for millennia. However, until recently, it was only found in the jungle. Word of its deeply healing and cleansing properties has begun to spread across the world as many modern, Western individuals are seeking spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical well-being. More ayahuasca retreat centers are emerging in the Amazon and worldwide to meet the demand.

 

Ayahuasca Helps with Grief
A new study published in psychopharmacology found that ayahuasca helped those suffering from the loss of a loved one up to a year after treatment.

 

Ayahuasca Benefits: Clinical Improvements for Six Months
Ayahuasca benefits can last six months according to studies. Read here to learn about the clinical improvements from drinking the brew.

 

Ayahuasca Culture: Indigenous, Western, And The Future
Ayahuasca has been use for generations in the Amazon. With the rise of retreats and the brew leaving the rainforest how is ayahuasca culture changing?

 

Ayahuasca Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
The Amazonian brew, Ayahuasca has a long history and wide use. Read our guide to learn all about the tea from its beginnings up to modern-day interest.

 

Ayahuasca and the Godhead: An Interview with Wahid Azal of the Fatimiya Sufi Order
Wahid Azal, a Sufi mystic of The Fatimiya Sufi Order and an Islamic scholar, talks about entheogens, Sufism, mythology, and metaphysics.

 

Ayahuasca and the Feminine: Women’s Roles, Healing, Retreats, and More
Ayahuasca is lovingly called “grandmother” or “mother” by many. Just how feminine is the brew? Read to learn all about women and ayahuasca.

What Is the Standard of Care for Ketamine Treatments?
Ketamine therapy is on the rise in light of its powerful results for treatment-resistant depression. But, what is the current standard of care for ketamine? Read to find out.

What Is Dissociation and How Does Ketamine Create It?
Dissociation can take on multiple forms. So, what is dissociation like and how does ketamine create it? Read to find out.

Having Sex on Ketamine: Getting Physical on a Dissociative
Curious about what it could feel like to have sex on a dissociate? Find out all the answers in our guide to sex on ketamine.

Special K: The Party Drug
Special K refers to Ketamine when used recreationally. Learn the trends as well as safety information around this substance.

Kitty Flipping: When Ketamine and Molly Meet
What is it, what does it feel like, and how long does it last? Read to explore the mechanics of kitty flipping.

Ketamine vs. Esketamine: 3 Important Differences Explained
Ketamine and esketamine are used to treat depression. But what’s the difference between them? Read to learn which one is right for you: ketamine vs. esketamine.

Guide to Ketamine Treatments: Understanding the New Approach
Ketamine is becoming more popular as more people are seeing its benefits. Is ketamine a fit? Read our guide for all you need to know about ketamine treatments.

Ketamine Treatment for Eating Disorders
Ketamine is becoming a promising treatment for various mental health conditions. Read to learn how individuals can use ketamine treatment for eating disorders.

Ketamine Resources, Studies, and Trusted Information
Curious to learn more about ketamine? This guide includes comprehensive ketamine resources containing books, studies and more.

Ketamine Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
Our ultimate guide to ketamine has everything you need to know about this “dissociative anesthetic” and how it is being studied for depression treatment.

Ketamine for Depression: A Mental Health Breakthrough
While antidepressants work for some, many others find no relief. Read to learn about the therapeutic uses of ketamine for depression.

Ketamine for Addiction: Treatments Offering Hope
New treatments are offering hope to individuals suffering from addiction diseases. Read to learn how ketamine for addiction is providing breakthrough results.

Microdosing Ketamine & Common Dosages Explained
Microdosing, though imperceivable, is showing to have many health benefits–here is everything you want to know about microdosing ketamine.

How to Ease a Ketamine Comedown
Knowing what to expect when you come down from ketamine can help integrate the experience to gain as much value as possible.

How to Store Ketamine: Best Practices
Learn the best ways how to store ketamine, including the proper temperature and conditions to maximize how long ketamine lasts when stored.

How To Buy Ketamine: Is There Legal Ketamine Online?
Learn exactly where it’s legal to buy ketamine, and if it’s possible to purchase legal ketamine on the internet.

How Long Does Ketamine Stay in Your System?
How long does ketamine stay in your system? Are there lasting effects on your body? Read to discover the answers!

How Ketamine is Made: Everything You Need to Know
Ever wonder how to make Ketamine? Read our guide to learn everything you need to know about the procedures of how Ketamine is made.

Colorado on Ketamine: First Responders Waiver Programs
Fallout continues after Elijah McClain. Despite opposing recommendations from some city council, Colorado State Health panel recommends the continued use of ketamine by medics for those demonstrating “excited delirium” or “extreme agitation”.

Types of Ketamine: Learn the Differences & Uses for Each
Learn about the different types of ketamine and what they are used for—and what type might be right for you. Read now to find out!

Kitty Flipping: When Ketamine and Molly Meet
What is it, what does it feel like, and how long does it last? Read to explore the mechanics of kitty flipping.

MDMA & Ecstasy Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
Our ultimate guide to MDMA has everything you want to know about Ecstasy from how it was developed in 1912 to why it’s being studied today.

How To Get the Most out of Taking MDMA as a Couple
Taking MDMA as a couple can lead to exciting experiences. Read here to learn how to get the most of of this love drug in your relationship.

Common MDMA Dosage & Microdosing Explained
Microdosing, though imperceivable, is showing to have many health benefits–here is everything you want to know about microdosing MDMA.

Having Sex on MDMA: What You Need to Know
MDMA is known as the love drug… Read our guide to learn all about sex on MDMA and why it is beginning to makes its way into couple’s therapy.

How MDMA is Made: Common Procedures Explained
Ever wonder how to make MDMA? Read our guide to learn everything you need to know about the procedures of how MDMA is made.

Hippie Flipping: When Shrooms and Molly Meet
What is it, what does it feel like, and how long does it last? Explore the mechanics of hippie flipping and how to safely experiment.

How Cocaine is Made: Common Procedures Explained
Ever wonder how to make cocaine? Read our guide to learn everything you need to know about the procedures of how cocaine is made.

A Christmas Sweater with Santa and Cocaine
This week, Walmart came under fire for a “Let it Snow” Christmas sweater depicting Santa with lines of cocaine. Columbia is not merry about it.

Ultimate Cocaine Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
This guide covers what you need to know about Cocaine, including common effects and uses, legality, safety precautions and top trends today.

NEWS: An FDA-Approved Cocaine Nasal Spray
The FDA approved a cocaine nasal spray called Numbrino, which has raised suspicions that the pharmaceutical company, Lannett Company Inc., paid off the FDA..

The Ultimate Guide to Cannabis Bioavailability
What is bioavailability and how can it affect the overall efficacy of a psychedelic substance? Read to learn more.

Cannabis Research Explains Sociability Behaviors
New research by Dr. Giovanni Marsicano shows social behavioral changes occur as a result of less energy available to the neurons. Read here to learn more.

The Cannabis Shaman
If recreational and medical use of marijuana is becoming accepted, can the spiritual use as well? Experiential journalist Rak Razam interviews Hamilton Souther, founder of the 420 Cannabis Shamanism movement…

Cannabis Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
Our ultimate guide to Cannabis has everything you want to know about this popular substances that has psychedelic properties.

Cannabis and Ayahuasca: Mixing Entheogenic Plants
Cannabis and Ayahuasca: most people believe they shouldn’t be mixed. Read this personal experience peppered with thoughts from a procannabis Peruvian Shaman.

CBD-Rich Cannabis Versus Single-Molecule CBD
A ground-breaking study has documented the superior therapeutic properties of whole plant Cannabis extract as compared to synthetic cannabidiol (CBD), challenging the medical-industrial complex’s notion that “crude” botanical preparations are less effective than single-molecule compounds.

Cannabis Has Always Been a Medicine
Modern science has already confirmed the efficacy of cannabis for most uses described in the ancient medical texts, but prohibitionists still claim that medical cannabis is “just a ruse.”

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