Terence on DMT: An Entheological Analysis of McKenna’s Experiences in the Tryptamine Mirror of the Self

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In the popular
imagination, Terence McKenna is a name intimately tied to DMT
(dimethyltryptamine), machine elves, aliens, and 2012.  Though now deceased, Terence’s musings
on DMT continue to influence explorers of altered states of consciousness and
his writings and lectures have left an indelible mark on popular psychedelic
culture.  Largely through the
internet, Terence’s accounts of his DMT experiences are easily accessible throughout
the cyber realm, where he is largely presented as a heroic explorer and radical
thinker, challenging us all to embrace a profoundly enlarged view of reality –
namely as experienced through DMT.

Yet, are Terence and his wild accounts of DMT
and the machine elves all that they are made out to be?  Is Terence a ground-breaking,
reality-shattering explorer of the far realms of the psychedelic universe?  Is he a torch-bearer leading us to a
grander vision of all that just might
Many seem to be convinced
that the answer to these questions is an emphatic and undeniable “Yes!” despite
the obvious reservations of more “rational” and “traditional” thinkers.  Indeed, it is often the radical
ontological and epistemological shift implied in accepting Terence’s accounts
that attracts many “counter-cultural” thinkers and self-styled explorers of
consciousness. McKenna’s ideas are un-conformist, and it is his image as an
outsider and free-thinker that makes him appealing to so many and why they are
so eager to absorb his reflections on his arguably quite strange DMT

I find Terence’s reflections on his DMT
experiences to be valuable and insightful for a very different reason.  When analyzed from the perspective of
what I call the “Entheological Paradigm,” Terence’s experiences do not present
us with an intrepid explorer discovering new realms.  Rather, we are presented with a clear picture of an
individual who is unable to recognize himself in the mirror of tryptamine
consciousness.  In short, Terence’s
experiences boil down to one fundamental truth: They are the experiences of
someone who is consuming very powerful entheogens, yet is failing to recognize
the projections and creations of his own ego while in that state.  From the perspective of unitary consciousness,
Terence appears to have never managed to transcend his ego and therefore
appears to have failed to realize the genuinely true potential of the
entheogenic medicines he ingested.

When this perspective is understood, it becomes
immediately clear that virtually all
of what Terence has to say about DMT experiences are projections of his own
ego.  Terence has not explored some
other realm or brought back valuable information for other would-be explorers,
as he imagined himself doing. Instead, he explored the confused projections of
his own ego and never achieved anything close to clarity about those
experiences.  Ultimately, Terence
brought us deep and abiding confusion, and his confusion has subsequently been
eagerly and whole-heartedly embraced by countless others in the entheogenic
community.  For the information
that Terence brought back to us to be of any real use at all, it will be as a
clear example of the mechanics of ego-projection, self-imposed confusion and
reification of ideational realities.
In my estimation, Terence shows us the complete opposite of DMT’s true
potential.  By understanding how
this is so, we can begin to develop a clearer picture of what DMT is genuinely
good for, and what it is not.

In order to demonstrate the above conclusions,
I will analyze three talks given by Terence on the subject of DMT.  All three talks are available as videos
on You Tube and are readily accessible for anyone to listen to on the web.  The talks are: “5-MeO-DMT and nn-DMT,”
“Too much DMT,” and “The Strangest Things Happen on DMT.”  I have chosen these talks for several
reasons.  The first is that they
are available to anyone and while I am providing transcripts of the talks here
in this essay, I encourage readers to listen to the talks.  Tone of voice, choice of words, speech
patterns, and laughter are all significant factors in evaluating what Terence
shares with us.  It would be even
better if the talks had actual video footage so that we could also observe
physical posture and body movement and gestures, but even just the audio is
significantly telling.

also wanted to include talks precisely because they are talks.  While the “voice” of the author comes
through in writing – it is the spontaneous public speaking not from written
notes, outlines, or prompts, that reveal how someone’s mind works in the
moment, versus the well-thought-out and edited form of written text.  In other words, to really get to know
what Terence thinks of DMT, it is more insightful to talk to him or listen to
him speak than to merely read anything he has written.

Lastly, I wanted to choose
examples of Terence’s accounts of DMT that are fairly representative.  In surveying what Terence said about
DMT, one quickly finds that most of his talks are fairly repetitive and he tends
to touch on similar, if not identical, issues, although there are occasional
inconsistencies.  What this tells
us is that Terence had his “rap” on DMT down fairly well, and this is what he
chose to regularly share with seemingly anyone who was willing to listen.  These three talks that are presented
here are therefore arguably representative of his comprehensive views on the

lamented that there weren’t enough people who were familiar with the DMT
experience to really converse about it at length.  In his estimation, no one had as much experience with this
tryptamine as himself.  He saw
himself as a pioneer – as mapping new territory, so to speak.  As a result, most of his public talks
were one-way conversations, with Terence being the sole voice of those who had
gone beyond into the great mystery that is DMT.

never met Terence.  I have no idea
what his level of personal use was of DMT.  Nor do I know what his level of personal use of 5-MeO-DMT
was, though one gets the impression that it was significantly less than of
DMT.  Given my own personal
experience, I seriously doubt that there are many people on this planet who
come anywhere near my experience level with 5-MeO-DMT, and I probably have more
experience with the far weaker DMT than most as well.  I would be genuinely surprised if Terence had as much
experience with 5-MeO as I do.  And
while Terence may have more experience with DMT than myself, I do have ample
experience with it as well.  I
therefore feel uniquely qualified to comment on Terence’s experience.  Indeed, I routinely counsel people
about their entheogenic experiences and help them sort out the illusions of ego
from the reality of genuine being.
The treatment that I will be giving Terence here is identical to what I
would give to anyone who came to me with similar accounts of DMT
experiences.  As you read through
the following, keep in mind that this is precisely the kind of assistance that
I give to individuals on a daily basis.

mentioned above, the diagnostic tool that I will be using is that of the
Entheological Paradigm.  As I have
lectured and written a great deal on this topic, I will only present salient
points here matter-of-factly.
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The basic premise of the Entheological Paradigm is that all of reality
can be comprehensively understood as a unified energetic system that is
conscious and self-aware.  The
foundation of all of reality is the Energetic Unitary Being that functions
according to fractal mathematics.
All of reality is therefore an energetic expression of fractal
patterns.  This is a unitary
energetic system, thereby indicating that all
living beings are in fact direct
embodiments of the One Energy Being

the Entheological Paradigm, entheogens, or substances that “generate the
experience of God within,” are understood primarily as tools to open one’s
perception and experience of energy.
This can be understood as the process of transcending the ego, which is
characterized as a self-referential energetic pattern in consciousness that
functions to create the perceived experience of separation between subject and
object and therefore establish self-identification.  However, this energetic pattern is based on the maintenance
of an illusion: that of a unique, separate self.  The energetic pattern of the ego is therefore limiting, by definition.  When sufficient quantities of
entheogens are ingested, shifts in ones experience of energy allow for
transcendence outside of the limiting energetic confines of the ego.

ego transcendence is by no means the automatic result of ingestion of
entheogens.  Ego transcendence
requires a willingness to surrender, let go, and trust completely and
unconditionally.  While high doses
of extremely powerful entheogens such as DMT and especially 5-MeO-DMT (which is
stronger than DMT by several orders of magnitude) can produce ideal
experiential environments for transcending the ego, it is always a matter of
choice, and it is always possible for people to choose not to let go and
release.  Egos that choose not to
surrender and release always manage to hold on to various illusions and
projections out of perceptions of self-protective fear.  Energetically, this internal struggle
then becomes projected out as energetic environments and visionary scenes and

transcendence is merely the beginning of genuine awakening, however.  The real work is learning how to
identify the products and patterns of ones ego and how to not let these limit
the self at any time, not just during the entheogenic experience.  This then becomes a process of learning
to become aware of ones energy both with and without entheogens, and thereby
take responsibility for oneself as a direct embodiment of the One Energy Being.  This is a long process of becoming more
and more centered, aware, present, and energetically responsible. With greater
personal responsibility comes greater and greater freedom, culminating in
ultimate liberation from all ego-generated illusions so that one can live fully
and completely in reality, right here, right now.

that the experience of temporary ego transcendence is just the beginning, and
certainly not the end goal of entheogenic work, we can see immediately that
Terence didn’t even make it out the door.
What we get instead are other realms with alien languages, machine
elves, and self-transforming objects that amaze, confuse, and often terrify the
subject of “Terence.”  It’s all
ego.  100%.  In order to see how and why, let’s
consider carefully what Terence has to say for himself, and how he goes about
saying it.

take the latter issue first: how Terence communicates.  For anyone not familiar with Terence’s
tone of voice or speaking style, you need only find any audio file of Terence
and hit play to hear his distinctive, nasal voice.  You can also hear, especially when he gets excited, how
quickly his speech becomes fragmented.
He has numerous false starts on sentences and long run-ons with endless
“ands” between clauses.  When he
ponders questions, there are many “uhs” and “ums” mixed with “you knows” and “I
means.”  These all reflect
Terence’s relationship with his subject matter, often in surprising ways.

tone of voice and nasal timbre is uniquely telling: it shows us his energetic
relationship to himself and to his subject matter, the object he is sharing with us.
The energy of his voice dramatically reveals how far Terence is from his
energetic center.  It tells us,
immediately, where he is coming from.

the Entheological Paradigm, the human being is described as being comprised of
five primary energy centers, all of which run along the central axis of the
body.  Three of these centers are
generative of energy: they are direct energetic expressions of the Unitary
Energy Being.  These three are the
brain (the central seat of intellectual consciousness), the heart (the central
seat of conscious energetic awareness) and the sex organs (the seat of sexual
energy).  The two other centers are
not places where energy is generated directly as in the other three, but rather
process the energy of being through the physical/conscious system.  Thus we also have the throat (input and
output of energy and primary mechanism for personal expression through language
and sound) and the stomach (regulating energy in the body in relation to the
use of the throat center).

this system of five energy centers in the human being, the heart is the center
of the total energetic system.
This is the seat of “life” itself and it is the originator of the largest
electro-magnetic field of the body (which far surpasses the size of the
electromagnetic field produced by the brain). When one is “living from the
heart,” one is literally residing energetically within the center of one’s
being.  So too when one is “speaking
from the heart,” one is energetically speaking from the center of one’s being.

is the energetic quality of Terence’s voice?  If I were to describe it, I would say that Terence appears
to be speaking energetically from a point directly behind the midpoint of his
brow, directly between his eyes.
It is this energetic focus that gives his voice that nasal, droning
quality.  Physically, we can see
that this energetic focus is quite distant from Terence’s heart.  The
very sound of his voice indicates that he is not speaking from his energetic
 Wherever Terence is
while creating his discourse, he is not in his center.  Rather, he is quite clearly in his head, thereby indicating that he
is communicating ideas; things that he thinks, rather than things he has felt
or understood in the very center of his being.  These are all quite clearly ideas for Terence, not truths
he has experienced and felt in his heart.
Keep in mind again that the electromagnetic field of your heart, the
field that allows you to “feel” and “sense” your reality, is far more powerful
and extends more deeply into “external” reality than that of your brain, your
“thinking” organ.  When the heart
and brain are in energetic alignment and entrainment, what you “think” and what
you “know in your heart” are in sync.
However, it is quite possible for the brain to run its own energetic
programs (belief systems, thought patterns, ideational constructs)
independently from the heart.  In
other words, we are free to think anything we want, regardless of whether that
is in alignment with what we can energetically experience as true with our
hearts.  We are also free to act on
what we think or believe, regardless of the actual state of reality.  This is free will.  How we actualize free will, how we
choose to mobilize our energy, is reflected in the energy of our bodies.

analysis, therefore, is that Terence is talking about his ideas, but that these
ideas are not in deeper alignment with the truth of his energetic center.  He is disproportionately in his head;
his nasal tone is an immediate expression of this fact. When one is genuinely
speaking from the heart, one’s tone of voice tends to become deeper, more
resonate, and less nasal.  Patterns
of speech also become more fluid, coherent, and more eloquent with far fewer
false starts on sentences or words or use of fillers such as “uh” and “I mean”
or “you know.”  This is because
when one is speaking from the heart, one is simply stating the truth, not
needing to “think” about what to say or how to communicate.  In other words, the communication is
rich, natural, and energetically expressive.  You can hear it
when someone is truly speaking from the heart (which can also clearly be
distinguished from simply impassioned
speech that can come from adherence to beliefs rather than experienced truths).

Terence also often sounds fragmented in that he presents numerous ideas and
descriptions in rapid sequence, and he also shows a lack of commitment to any
specific interpretation or central point of his discourses.  As a visual metaphor, one might say
that he is examining and presenting all the angles, without ever looking at
things from the center.  Terence
raises all sorts of speculations, questions, and possibilities, without ever
making any definitive statements.
Some might see this as a proper level of humility and ontological
openness, but this isn’t how Terence actually comes across.  Rather, this lack of a central
perspective leads him to nervous laughter and jokes about his discomfort.  Energetically, his style of speech is
saying, “All these ideas about my experiences are actually freaking me out a
little because I can’t understand how they all fit together and I seem to have
a very fragmented experience of reality.”

let’s look at some of what these ideas are that are making Terence
uncomfortable and lead him to over-idealize his experiences.

first selection is from a video entitled 5-MeO-DMT and nn-DMT: 5-MeO-DMT,
uh, some people like it.  Uh, it’s
a feeling, is what it’s been for me.
It’s this huge feeling that kind of sweeps through you and it’s
velvety.  It’s hard to describe,
actually, but the main thing that I’m noticing when it’s happening is I’m not

Admittedly, one of the
things that catches my attention with regards to Terence’s attachment to DMT is
how he has very little to say about 5-MeO-DMT.  His preference is clearly for DMT.  This is interesting for a variety of reasons. The first is
that 5-MeO-DMT is so much stronger than DMT that making comparisons is
difficult, if not futile.  Yet this
fact is not what Terence focuses on.
Instead, he identifies the “main thing” as the fact that he is not
“hallucinating” on 5-MeO-DMT.  At
best, he can only describe 5-MeO-DMT as “a feeling,” as “huge” and as “velvety.”  This is so vague, so overly general,
that it tells us virtually nothing about the 5-MeO-DMT experience.

What is that “feeling”?  I
would describe it as the feeling of absolute energetic and conscious unity of
all things and the certain knowledge, as experienced immediately in the energy
of ones being, as your genuine self as identical
with the Energy of All.  In short,
if one chooses to relax into it and open energetically to that infinite reality
that certainly is beyond any kind of hallucination, then 5-MeO-DMT is the
fastest and most direct route to immediately experiencing the reality of being
God. Now, that’s quite a “feeling,” and goes so far beyond machine elves that
it can render the DMT experience quaint by comparison. “Some people like it,”
according to Terence.  It would
appear that he didn’t, for he has nothing more to say.  “It’s a feeling.”

This is another clear indication that Terence was far from his energetic
center.  He is so removed from what
he is feeling, so far more interested in hallucinating, that he doesn’t even
give this “feeling” a second thought.
It is of no interest to him.
It seems to have no value, especially when he compares it to DMT.

of course the main thing that’s happening with DMT is you’re having hallucinations
so intense, so three dimensional, so highly colored, so sculpturally defined,
that it’s more real than reality.
And by that I mean, if you look at this room, notice how all edges are
slightly feathered.  There is, at
all boundaries, a slight indeterminacy.
But on DMT, it’s hard-edged.
Everything is just defined.
Sometimes people say it’s as though all the air had been pumped out of
the room.  You’re seeing it with
that lunar starkness and clarity, you know.

So it’s the visual
nature of DMT that Terence finds so fascinating.  At lower levels, there is very little distinct visual
quality to a 5-MeO-DMT experience and indeed, the “trip” is more something that
one might feel than specifically see.
However, at higher doses, 5-MeO-DMT can appear as amazingly
sophisticated fractal crystalline refractions of pure white light and luminous
rainbow fragments, like the most pure of light shining through an unimaginably
complex prism.  Yet DMT still seems
to have a more distinct visual nature to it than 5-MeO-DMT, so to some extent,
here Terence is being reasonably accurate. By comparison, DMT is more an
infinite spectrum of colors and geometry and patterns that can be visually
hyper-distinct and appear in mind-boggling detail.

Notice, however, that Terence doesn’t describe
the feeling, and when he does make an
attempt to characterize this visual quality, he dovetails into an odd statement
about air being pumped out of a room and then tops it off with “lunar starkness
and clarity,” followed by a “you know.”
Chances are we do not actually know what Terence means by that.  Does he?

In terms of the energetic feeling made accessible by 5-MeO-DMT versus DMT, the feeling of 5-MeO-DMT is far stronger. Despite
the more intense visual nature of DMT, the feeling, by comparison, is extremely
mild. The energetic opening (and opportunity to deeply transcend the ego)
afforded by 5-MeO-DMT is much, much stronger than DMT. In fact, with DMT, one
might not “feel” anything, and instead, get almost entirely fixated on what one
is seeing, the objects of experience, rather than the experience itself.

Let’s see what Terence goes on to describe: And unimaginable objects. Objects off the art scale. And
entities. DMT is the only one of
these psychedelics where I have seen the entities. On psilocybin, it speaks. And it’s audio. On DMT, it’s, it’s uh, you see these things. And, uh, I don’t know whether it’s my personal mythology…

So not only objects, but even more
significantly, entities. Terence is
impressed with DMT not only for it’s hyper-real and super-detailed objects, but
also for the entities that he encounters.
Yet he immediately expresses his confusion about these beings.  What are they?  Are they part of his “personal
mythology”? And if they are, what are they doing here, in the DMT
experience?  Why is he seeing them?

Terence has no idea.  This phenomenon is literally boggling his mind.  As much as he is trying, he can’t wrap
his head “around” it, despite all the energy he’s concentrating directly behind
the bridge of his nose: For me, DMT is the center of the
mystery.  I fear it.  I love it.  I thank God for it.
Uh, I wonder if I’ll ever understand it.  It takes a huge mustering of courage on my part to do it,
because I . . . it’s just so . . . I mean, we talk talk talk talk talk, change
transformation, other dimensions . . . this is not talk, when you do that.  I mean, you just do not know the
parameters.  I feel like I know
more of what could happen to me if I’m in the Amazon jungle than I know what
could happen to me when I’m in that place.  And after many, many DMT trips, I’ve finally been able to
paint a picture for myself of what is happening in there.

This is an extremely telling passage for
Terence.  He openly admits his
fear, his lack of understanding, his struggle with DMT.  He even seems to question why he’s so
attracted to it at all, given the unimaginable strangeness it has presented to
him.  Yet he is so perplexed and
fascinated by his experiences that they have become the “center of the mystery”
for Terence.  They are the ultimate
puzzle.  And it terrifies him.  It requires “a huge mustering of
courage” to embark on such a journey and to contemplate such an enigmatic
object.  So at best, he’s painted a
picture for himself.  He has constructed an idealized representation, a
“painting,” of what he thinks is
“happening in there.”

Notice Terence’s use of language, especially
when taking into consideration the energy of his being while speaking
this.  I’ve already described
Terence as being distant from his energetic center as he appears to be speaking
from a point centered between his eyes.
He claims that what he is telling us is the “center of the mystery,” yet
his energy does not correlate with this linguistic claim. The energy that
underlies the words is saying, “I’m presenting you with an idealized visual
representation,” but it is not from the
.  Indeed, Terence even
tells us as much when he describes his account as a “picture,” clearly
referencing the idealized visual nature of his understanding that rests far
from the center of his heart.  This
is clearly not the center of the mystery.

And what happens for me – and I don’t know
anybody who’s done it as much as I have – I wish people did it more and talked
more about it, because boy, if there is a landscape where we need more
consensus, this is it.  I have been
present when people did it, and they come back babbling about the same thing
that I think I have encountered.  I
mean, they come back, and one woman said, “It was a carnival. It was a
carnival.  It was an
extra-terrestrial midway.”
Somebody else came back and said, “There were gnomes. There were
elves.”  And, yeah.  This is getting close to it.

laments that he is one of the few that have been to the center of the mystery
and come back to give any reports about it, presenting himself as a lone
explorer into the unknown realms.
He feels himself to be affirmed by others, who appear to speak his
language about the objects and contents of the experience, but still, it’s only
“close.”  He’s looking for
universals, but they aren’t easily forthcoming.  Are gnomes the same as elves the same as alien carnival as
machine elf?  How could one
possibly know?

How much
influence is Terence having over others?
I don’t just mean a psychological influence, which is certainly present
as Terence spoke about his experiences openly, thereby potentially influencing
anyone tripping with him. But even more profoundly, from the perspective of the
Entheological Paradigm, all of reality is understood as a singular energetic
system.  In practical terms, what
this means is that despite appearances, there is really only one being, and
that one being is all things.  As
such, the one being engages in game playing between contrived subjects and
perceived objects. Terence, as a manifestation of the one being, is providing
himself with self-validating experiences in the form of others who tell him
enough to convince him of the reality of the game he is playing.  Generally speaking, we draw to
ourselves those who will validate our ego-generated narratives of who we think
we are and what we think is occurring within our lives.  It is a game, however, and those with
illusory personal narratives can always find others to play along.

What happens to me when I do it is, um . . .
I’m conveyed – there’s a period, an initial period of a kind of hysteria and
confusion.  It’s almost as though
time speeds up, even before you take the first hit.  Many people say, just before you do DMT, there’s this funny
kind of impression in the room, almost as though there’s a backwash from the
event about to happen.  You’re
caught in the psychic field of this event, and everything is moving faster and
faster – this is like the q phenomenon – and then you take the hit, and it’s
building up in your body, and your heart is pounding, and everything and then
you break through to this place…

Despite Terence’s propensity to immediately
jump to time-backwash speculative metaphysics, given that he describes the
onset of the DMT experience as one of hysteria and confusion, it’s not
difficult to imagine that he is merely experiencing anxiety in anticipation of
the big event.  While confusion is
not uncommon among novice users of any psychedelic, it is somewhat surprising
that with all of Terence’s professed use of DMT, he never got beyond the
feelings of hysteria and confusion. Notice that this is the first time that he attempts to describe the feeling of DMT, though he doesn’t
describe the feeling directly – only his emotional and psychological reaction:
hysteria and confusion. Notice
also that he identifies from the beginning with the concept that DMT takes you
to a place, somewhere that you must
“break through” into, and therefore is distinctly characterized as other or not here. Wherever DMT seems to take Terence, in his mind, it is
definitely not here.  This is a
clear indication that Terence is dealing with ego projections.  When one is centered, present, relaxed,
trusting, and open, no medicine, no matter how potentially powerful, will take
you anywhere but right here, right now;
anything less than that is an energetic reaction of the ego resisting the
energy of being completely centered and present.

what it’s like is, the first impression is of a loud, well the first impression
is of the sound of cellophane being crumpled – that crackling sound as if
someone had just taken a bread wrapper – (audience laughs) – yeah – (more
laughter), crackle that cellophane for us! (T laughs with audience) – That’s
it! (more laughter, louder)  More
of that! (more loud laughter – audience member calls out, “Are we there yet?”) Would that it
were so easy!  A friend of mine
says, “That’s the sound of the radio-entelechy of your soul tearing out of the
organic envelope” (audience laughs more and T joins in with a nervous
laugh).  Which is what it sounds
like.  It sounds like your body has
just been wadded up and thrown into a corner and now you’re a radio signal
approximately four light seconds in diameter spreading out through an alien

we see that Terence is willing to quickly jump from an occasionally experienced
phenomenon, that of hearing cellophane crinkling, to metaphysical speculations
about the relationship between “body” and “soul.”  The first fact that deserves comment here is that hearing a
sound that resembles cellophane crinkling is a somewhat common, yet nowhere
near universal, feature of DMT ingestion.
Terence speaks of this phenomenon as though it is a constant, so perhaps
this occurred for Terence every time he smoked DMT and he made the incorrect
assumption that this is true for everyone.  It definitely isn’t, though it does show up enough to make
it an interesting phenomenon.  If
we wanted to be scientific about it, we would see if there were any correlation
between the perception of the sound and the subsequent quality of the DMT
experience.  However, Terence is
not being scientific here.  He’s

speculation is largely nonsensical.
He knows it too.  His
nervous laugh communicates as much.
The energy of his laugh seems to say, “This is totally absurd, but I
believe it anyway!” There is no sound of heartfelt confidence – just
uncomfortable questions.

again tips his hand and demonstrates the deep level of disassociation that DMT
causes him.  He completely
disassociates from his body, and with it, consensual reality, and envisions his
“soul,” (a concept that is dismissed within the Entheological Paradigm as a
clear product of ego projection) as leaving this world for an alien universe.  Terence finds DMT to be alienating from reality.

And the next impression is of a cheer.  It’s, “Hurrah!
Welcome!  Welcome!”  And it’s them, and they’re
waiting.  And they can hardly
wait.  There’s a moment where
they’re not on me – just a moment.
And then they say, “You’re here!
We’re glad to see you.  Why
did you stay away so long?” and then they come toward me. 

Now we have reached the true crux
of the experience for Terence: the beings! He opened his talk by saying that
DMT was more significant for him than 5-MeO-DMT because the former makes him
hallucinate whereas the latter does not.
But even more significant than this, Terence is captivated by DMT as it
is the only psychedelic he’s used that has allowed him to experience “beings,”
and he is clearly deeply fascinated by this.  This is what makes
DMT the center of the mystery for Terence. Is
it possible to make sense of what’s going on here?

And the main thing for me in the DMT thing is to struggle not to go
into shock of wonder, basically.  I
mean, because there is a tendency, a strong tendency, and for the first few
trips, I couldn’t conquer it, I was just, I was a victim of it, and I would go
into this (presumably makes a face of wonder or astonishment – audience
laughs).  You know and I would say,
“Heart, heart OK.  Breathing,
breathing OK.”  But I’m looking,
and I can’t believe my eyes, because I’m in some kind of domed place.  And the impression, don’t ask my why,
but the impression is of being underground, even though it’s a huge vaulted
space, and highly colored.  And
then . . . but what is of course riveting my attention is these beings.  They’re small, and they’re like, and
I’ve described them as machine elves – they seem partially machine-like and
partially elf-like.

Terence is clearly awed by his experience
of the so-called “machine elves.” His descriptions of his awe are very telling
– shock and wonder that he couldn’t “conquer.”  DMT does give rise to tremendous feelings of awe and wonder,
so there’s nothing that strange or unusual for Terence to be making such
claims. However, given that Terence describes his experiences rather uniformly,
along with his claims of having taken more DMT than anyone he’s ever come
across, we do have an interesting situation here. I would diagnose him as being
stuck. Based on his descriptions, we’re given the impression that every time Terence takes DMT, he is awed
and shocked at fundamentally the same
thing, time and time again.

Terence has nothing more to
share about DMT.  It’s all machine
elves and self-transforming jeweled objects.  There’s no movement.
There are no breakthroughs.
There are no realizations. There is no recognition of the self.  Terence is stuck. It’s machine elves,
every time, and it awes him.

The productive use of any entheogen
will move, change, and progress.
For Terence to begin and end with machine elves shows that he has not
used his DMT experiences to come to any greater understanding or acceptance of
himself.  He fixated on his ideas
of the machine elves and never got beyond them.  He reified them into a permanent feature of his
experience. After an audience member asks a question about the machine elves, he responds: They are not so mundane as that – they don’t have a fixed body
outline.  And in fact, that’s one
of the things going on in this space that’s so baffling.  They come toward you, they’re singing
in this alien language, which you somehow understand.  It cannot be translated into English, but you understand it
in that moment.  And what they are
doing is, they’re using their voices to produce objects, so song becomes

And there are dozens of these things, and they’re coming closer and
closer and the songs they sing condense into objects, and the objects
themselves can sing, and these things come and they’re saying, “Look, look” and
they’re holding this stuff out to you, and you look at it, and you’re fighting
wonder because your entire being is caught up in “This can’t be happening!” and
yet they’re saying, you know, “Just look!”

And what these things are, are devices, toys, works of art, objects . .
. But whatever they are, they are amazing.  And you look into it, and you can’t, and they seem to be
shifting, even though they’re made of metal and glass and gems and pulsating .
. . everything is migrating and shifting and changing and they say, “Look at
this one,” and it’s the most astonishing thing you’ve ever seen, and you look
at it, and they say, “Look at this one!
Look at this one!”  And
they’re piling up and these things are coming toward you and then they jump
through you – they can pass through your body, and they’re running around
chirping and singing and making these objects and what they’re doing is, what
they’re saying is, “Do what we are doing.
Do what we are doing,” and you say, uh . . . “I just want to go back to
New York!” (audience laughs and Terence joins in with a nervous laugh of his

In the above we have the grand crescendo of
Terence’s DMT experiences. Virtually every account he gives of DMT centers
around the supposed production of objects through the use of song, or what Terence
otherwise describes as “alien language.”
Terence seems to feel that this is a monumental discovery and at some
level, a metaphysical truth about reality: the world is made of language.  These bizarre experiences with the
machine elves seem to confirm this view – indeed, elsewhere Terence challenges
those who don’t believe that reality is made out of language to take DMT and
then see what they think of the proposition.

This view only makes sense if you believe in
magic, which Terence clearly does.
In fact, this belief is central to Terence’s entire relationship to
psychedelics and is foundational to virtually everything he has said about
psychedelics.  In answer to
Terence’s rhetorical question of whether his DMT experiences were products of
his “personal mythology,” is an emphatic, “Yes, obviously.”

One need only dig a little into Terence’s
history to see how this personal mythology has played out for him.  In his written work, such as True Hallucinations, Terence writes of
how he began his psychedelic quest by venturing into the South American jungle
in search of the “violet psychofluid of translinguistic matter” that is
reportedly excreted by ayahuasca-using shamans in the Amazon. In other words,
Terence is specifically looking for the connections between language, reality,
and psychedelics. He’s searching for something very particular. He’s not looking for “truth” or “reality,” and
certainly not looking for “himself.”
He’s looking for violet psychofluid of translinguistic matter.  He has his sites set on a very
particular object that dovetails perfectly into his philosophical speculations
that reality is somehow made out of language.

Apparently, Terence found “it” in his
construction of the machine elves, their alien realm, and their strange behavior
of creating objects out of sound.
However, upon making this “discovery,” Terence is nothing but confused
and dumbfounded.  He can make no
sense of this whatsoever.
Jokingly, he remarks that he just wants to go home.  It’s just too strange, too nonsensical,
too enigmatic.  It all seems to
have no applicability, unless one thinks magically, like Terence.  In the end, Terence concluded that this
strange ability to manifest objects through sound and language is connected to
his speculations on 2012.  Elsewhere,
he writes that in 2012 we will be able to climb into UFO’s that we speak or
sing into existence, just like the machine elves, and we will fly off to join
the great cosmic community.
Terence clearly believes in magic.

Quite interestingly, and also quite
unscientifically, Terence appears to have never taken the next step in his
machine elf reveries: actually attempting to do as they are instructing
him.  I have not found a single
reference to Terence taking the machine elves’ advice or instruction.  He repeatedly tells us that the machine
elves are instructing him to “not be amazed” and “just do it,” meaning to sing
an object into existence. Yet at virtually every recounting of his DMT
experiences, he tells us that this he is dumbfound by this command.  Odd, isn’t it that he never attempts
the one thing they tell him to do?

What would it mean for Terence to try to sing
something into existence and why are the elves telling him this?  The answer is, I think, not at all what
Terence might imagine. Taking into account the perspective that the machine
elves are projections of Terence’s ego, and therefore actually versions of
himself, the command to sing speaks volumes. I have already shown how
drastically disassociated Terence is from his body in his DMT experiences.  He is completely in a “mental” space
that is entirely disconnected from simply being here, now. He struggles
intellectually with what he encounters in this mental space.  He’s trying to make sense of it.  However, the elves urge Terence not to
try and make sense of it.  They
simply urge him to “do what we do” and “don’t be amazed.”

However, for Terence to actually try to do what
the machine elves are supposedly doing would require Terence to feel his body, be present with himself and
stop obsessing with the machine elves
.  The man would have to actually attempt to sing.  He would have to mobilize energy in his
body and consciously direct it with his voice and intentions. Yet Terence is
convinced that he’s a disembodied soul in an alien universe and his body is
wadded up in a ball, discarded in the corner of the room.  He is completely disassociated from the
genuine reality of his being.
Singing, then, would seem to be an impossible feat. He’s too busy trying
to understand to even contemplate being in his body and being present.

Terence is stuck in his ideas, beliefs, and
ego-generated mythology about the nature of reality.  The elves, ironically, are actually giving Terence advice
for “getting back to reality,” despite the appearance of things being
otherwise.  As versions of himself,
they are telling Terence: Don’t be amazed!  Just try singing and see how your experience of reality shifts and changes with the mobilization of
your energy
. The elves are attempting to get Terence energetically and
consciously back in his body and out of the bizarre mental space he’s created
for himself and subsequently become obsessively attached to. In a sense,
they’re saying, “Stop your obsessive thinking and try feeling.”  Terence, however, didn’t get the message.  After all, he just wants to go home.

Our next selection comes from a clip entitled
“The Strangest Things Happen on DMT.”
Here, Terence reiterates many of the ideas given above, and adds an
archetypal interpretation of the circus to the DMT experience. As with the
above account, what we again find, despite claims to the counter, is that the
experiences are entirely reflective of Terence and his own energy rather than
revealing any kinds of secrets about the universe – at least, not in the way
that he assumes: The strangest
things happen on DMT – the most intense – and you can remember them.  DMT is not like a psychedelic drug in
the sense that you’re getting into the contents of your hopes, memories, fears
and dreams – it’s much more like a parallel continuum.  It’s more as though, uh, you’ve broken
through to some alien data space. 

Once again we can immediately see that Terence
wants to distinguish the DMT experience as characterized by a pervasive sense
of otherness.  Here, he even goes so far as to
proclaim DMT’s supposed otherness from other psychedelics, which he identifies
as providing access to ones “personal content.” I would have to thoroughly
disagree, and I think that the analysis given above adequately proves that, as
will the analyses provided below.
The difference is largely one of magnitude and intensity, but not
necessarily in kind.  Being a
tryptamine, and also being the active ingredient in ayahuasca, DMT is very
similar to psilocybin mushrooms and the ayahuasca experience.  The duration is much shorter and the
intensity can be many, many times greater, as can be the visual quality of the
experience, but none of these are entirely dissimilar from each other.  Even 5-MeO-DMT is experientially of a
similar nature.  In fact, all entheogenic medicines are the same
in the sense that they open up ones ability to perceive and experience
energy.  They do this in different
ways and at different levels of intensity (with 5-MeO-DMT being of the greatest
intensity, by far), but in that sense they are all “the same.”  The difference is in degree.  There are other significant
differences, but in the end, energy is energy and you either feel it and
perceive it or you don’t.

music, for example.  You can hear
(perceive the energy of) a piece of music in a multitude of ways depending on
your state of mind, your emotional state, and your personal associations with
the music. The music is the same. The way you experience it differs.  Medicines work in a similar fashion in
that they all open you to energy, but in somewhat different ways and

Terence insists that DMT is different in that he does not see it as reflecting
personal perceptions, like other medicines, and in fact sends you to an alien
realm. The greatest difference here is in Terence’s estimation, not necessarily
the medicines themselves. Certainly there are plenty of shamans out there who
would equally claim that ayahuasca and mushrooms have the capacity to take one
into “another realm,” which Terence is here seemingly willing to dismiss as
personal projection, a point with which I’d gladly agree. But not DMT. DMT is
special, according to Terence.
This is where Terence and I differ.

One of the most puzzling things about DMT is that it doesn’t affect
your mind, you know.   It
simply replaces the world, 100% with something completely unexpected.  But your relationship to that
unexpected thing is not one of exaggerated fear, or exaggerated acceptance, as
in “Oh great, the world has just been replaced by elf machinery!”  Your reaction is exactly what it would
be if it happened to you without DMT – you’re appalled!  You say, “What happened?”  Because you don’t feel your mind
moving.  You just see that the
world has been replaced by something that you could not have even conceived of
or imagined before.

Terence is here extrapolating far beyond the
available data to entirely unsupported conclusions, which he simply presents as
universal fact. His experiences with
DMT seem to 100% replace the world, and certainly this seems to be true of
enough of other peoples’ experiences to give it some validity.  But then, how does one account for the
fact that it is quite possible for people to consume even very large doses of
DMT without having a “world replacing” experience? Again, I point out that
individuals who are energetically centered and present can consume large
quantities of entheogens with little to virtually no perceptual distortion or
change at all.  In fact, the more
present, centered, and focused one gets, while simultaneously relaxing,
trusting, and completely letting go, the more profoundly “normal” any
entheogenic experience becomes. But Terence is anything but centered, focused,
relaxed, present, and trusting.  In
fact, everything indicates that he is, energetically, of the exact opposite
state.  Given his energetic state, his reactions to DMT are entirely expected. They are not
“normal,” in the sense that these are the reactions of a severely energetically
wound up being.  Those who are more
relaxed, trusting, present, and able to let go of their ideational realities
have very different experiences from Terence, and in my estimation, for the

Part of the difficulty here is the experience
of realities that “you could not have conceived of or imagined before,” and
this is certainly an apt description for the visions afforded by
tryptamines.  However, we have
confusions of subject, object, and ultimate identity here.  From the ego’s perspective, yes, all
these “realms” and their unimaginable contents do seem “unimaginable” and
appear unrelated to the self.  Yet,
the question then becomes: What actually is the self?  Is the self what the ego thinks it is, or is it something
else entirely?  Who, actually, is
the author of all this visionary content?
Is it “me” or something “other.”

The “natural” reaction on the part of most egos
is to assume, given the grandeur of the experience, that some “other” is
involved in its production.
Initial impressions can be radically deceiving, however, and those
initial impressions can get energetically stuck if one attempts to wrap too
much ideational structure around the impressions.  For advanced practitioners, it becomes increasingly apparent
and undeniable that all contents of
entheogenic experiences are projections of the self.  It just becomes obvious – although admittedly, this is only
for those who reach a deep level of self-acceptance and responsibility.
However, at that level, it becomes immediately clear that ones own thoughts,
emotions, and reactions have a direct effect on the contents of visionary
experience – even the seemingly most radical, alien, and otherworldly.  Once you see through the veil of
self-produced illusion, the truth becomes undeniable.  It is you.  It’s
been you all along.  You just
didn’t know how to recognize yourself.

the Entheological Paradigm, visionary states of consciousness are characterized
as experiences of the Divine Imagination.
The fundamental building blocks of experience within the Divine
Imagination are fractal and geometric patterns of energy, which, indeed, are
the energetic blueprints for all of reality.  Within this perceptual energetic space, the energy of egoic
consciousness bounces off the fundamental matrix of energy, so to speak, and creates
images related to the individual’s consciousness.  The simplest way to put it is that when gazing into the
Divine Imagination, one is looking into a mirror that expresses the fullness of
one’s energetic being.  Visions are
a form of communication from the self to the self. Egos however, get very
confused about what is going on in this process as they perceive the contents
of consciousness as being distinct from the subject experiencing it.  This is a fundamental misperception and
is grounded in energetic illusion rather than energetic truth.  It is a product of the ego.  Individuals who are not confused and
who are centered do not have visions in the Divine Imagination, as they are
able to perceive themselves as they actually are: energy.  Confused egos have visions.  Confused egos see “content.”

To be clear, if Terence were centered and
present, his DMT experiences wouldn’t take him anywhere but right here, right now.  The fact that they don’t is a clear
reflection of the imbalances in his personal energy.

And these entities, these things that look like self-dribbling jeweled
basket balls – something that the NBA might take an interest in – you see
them.  They present themselves to
you.  They use language to condense
visible objects out of the air. Now, I don’t know why they’re doing that.  Perhaps at one level I assume they’re trying to teach you
how to do that.  On another level
they seem to be giving a demonstration that reality is made out of
language.  They’re saying, “Hey,
you don’t believe reality is made out of language?  Here, I’ll make you one.”  And then blibbledy bliddledy blip, and there they hand you
one and it’s to be passed around with slack jawed amazement among the human
beings.  This technology that they
possess of these objects made out of gold and emeralds and chalcedony and
agate, that are morphing themselves, even as you look at them – I mean, this is
a technological dream come true – the lapis as elf excrescence or something
like that – and why they’re there – I don’t know. 

Did Terence ever ponder how this might be a
reflection of himself?  Does he not
realize that he, himself, is making exotic “objects” out of language by putting
thoughts into the minds of others of machine elves and self-dribbling
basketballs and reality made out of language?  Isn’t this a perfect metaphor for exactly what Terence is himself doing?

Many, many questions.
Where are they when you’re not stoned?  Do they have an autonomous existence somewhere?  Do they spring into existence a
micro-second before you get there?
Are they rooted in the dynamics of your psyche, or are they no more
rooted in the dynamics of your psyche than the world trade center?  It’s not clear. 

I’ve already provided the answer to these
questions: they are all a reflection of the self, even if one is unable to
accept the reality of this. Terence is the machine elves and the self-dribbling
basketballs; they exist only when he smokes DMT and shifts his perception to
the Divine Imagination. And in becoming attached to them, he is using them to
play games with himself, providing him with data for his pet theories about the
nature of reality that, when considered carefully, don’t actually make sense.
This is why he would always find the game so confounding and confusing, a
riddle with no solution, and endless puzzle to ponder. It is a self-referential
mobius strip of reality, of his own creation. To transcend it, he would need to
take responsibility for it and learn to recognize himself.

Of course, now that Terence has shared these
experiences with the world, he has inspired many others to go out in search of
machine elves.  And you know
what?  They’ve seen them too!  Why?  Because the illusions of Terence’s ego spoke to the
illusions of other peoples egos, and they too find themselves reflected back to
themselves in the form of machine elves and self-dribbling basketballs.
Congratulations, Terence! Your words have created new objects in
hyperspace!  You did it!  You can relax and trust and let go
now.  Mission accomplished!

I think I mentioned at some point, just briefly, that the archetype of
DMT is the circus.  These things
are clowns, at one level. They’re clowns.
When you think of the circus, it’s a very complex archetype.  The circus is for children.  It’s a delight.  You take a child to the circus that
there’s three rings and absurd clown antics going on, but then you lift your
eyes up to the top of the tent and there the lady in the tiny spangled costume
is hanging by her teeth and working without a net.  It’s about eros and death.  My first awareness of eros was being three or four and these
women in these tiny costumes spinning around realizing, you know, if she falls,
she dies.  And then away from the
center ring and all this action there are the sideshows: the goat faced boy,
the thing in the bottle, the Siamese twins and fuzzy Charlie . . . all of that
is also very DMT-like.  It really
is the archetype of the circus.

I can remember
when I was a kid in this small town in Colorado, every 4th of July
the carnival would come to town for a week and set up and we anticipated it all
year.  But as soon as they were
there, we couldn’t play outside after nine at night because the carny people
are different, we were told.  And
their means of support, sexual proclivities and choice of intoxicants might
have run counter to this mid-western Catholic mining town I was in.  So there’s this sense the disruption,
the danger, the drama, the interest, the fun, and then they go away, and life
is as if they had never been there at all. And that’s what DMT is like. 

the mobius strip takes another turn.
Terence just can’t see himself, despite the fact that he references
himself and his childhood experiences.
He claims that the circus is the “archetype” of DMT, and then goes on to
claim that this is so because it reminds him of his childhood experiences at
the circus.  Hello!  Self to Terence!  Pay attention!

I will emphatically state that the
“circus” is not in any way the
“archetype” of DMT.  This is Terence’s archetype of DMT.  Given that the DMT experience is one of
the infinite energetic nature of the self, it can be anything. Granted, it is
very colorful, wildly entertaining, extraordinarily fun and exhilarating, so
maybe it’s like a circus in that sense – though perhaps Burning Man would be a
more apt imagistic metaphor.  But
exhilaration and pretty lights do not necessarily Burning Man, or a circus,
make.  DMT is its own experience
and is not reflective of any other archetype, other than possibly all

For Terence, the circus represents
danger, sexuality, liminality, otherness, and suspension of ordinary social
interactions and realities.  It is
exotic and thrilling for him.  It’s
entertainment, but with an edge.
It’s also a temporary reality and ephemeral.  It’s completely disconnected from ordinary life.  It represents all that is not usually here, now.  For a small child in a rural Catholic community, the circus
is pure alien thrill and an escape from mundane reality, but only for a little
while, and most of the normal responsibilities of life and being have nothing to
do with the liminal state of the circus.

The fact that this is the archetype
for DMT for Terence tells us volumes about how he approached and appreciated
his DMT experiences.  Just like the
circus, they were temporary diversions into liminality, completely disconnected
from the ordinary world and ordinary life: completely and thrillingly other.

This represents a profound internal
dichotomy within Terence and his energetic being.  He is being dualistic to the extreme.  Again, centered and present individuals
who use entheogenic experiences to bring themselves into the clarity of being
precisely where and who they are find DMT to be profoundly unitive. In other words, they don’t experience DMT as
being dualistic at all.  Rather,
the energetic unity of all of reality is immediately perceived and experienced
at all levels of ones energetic being.
There is nothing even remotely
other about such experiences.  In fact, in unitary states of
consciousness, perception of otherness
is actually impossible; if it were possible, it wouldn’t be unitary

Another way of putting this is to
say that Terence’s choice of archetypes is a reflection of his lack of
mystical, unitary perception. Terence did not experience the oneness of
all things.  He experienced
profound separation and alienation.

I mean, it’s a secret of such magnitude that it’s inconceivable how it
has ever been kept.   In a
world where information was fairly weighted, we would spend as much time
talking a bout DMT as we do about, I don’t know, the West Bank or
something.  And as you see from
studying our newspapers, DMT is rarely, if ever, mentioned.  I mean, never would be a good rule of

Times are changing and this is not anywhere
near as true now as it was when Terence spoke these words.  Part of that discussion about DMT needs
to be on the supposed reality of what is encountered within the DMT
experience.  This is precisely what
is taking place here in this essay. While Terence might have been shocked by my
conclusions or taken personal offense at them (egos often have a difficult time
hearing the truth), honestly assessing his testimony in fact is more respectful
than blind acceptance. If DMT is going to be part of the public discourse, as
it is increasingly becoming, informed perspectives become all the more vital.

The Western mind is very queasy around these
experiences that cast into doubt their illusions about how reality is put
together. When you get to DMT, you
have hit the main vein.  I mean, I
hold it in reserve as the ultimate convincer.  I mean, there are these people running around who say, “You
people are into drugs – give me a branch whiskey and a little TV – I think
you’re deluding yourselves.”  “Do
you?  Well do you have five minutes
to invest in this cheerful proposition, my friend, because have I got news for

would definitely agree with the opening statement above, and also add that
people in general are wary of experiences that challenge their beliefs.  Beliefs are what egos are made of, in
many respects.  Most egos aren’t
all that willing to let themselves dissolve into the infinite expanse of their
genuine natures when it means letting go of everything they’ve ever thought or
believed.  Intellectuals can be
just as bad as religious fundamentalists, though, for ideas can be just as
difficult to transcend as beliefs.

proposed use of DMT to replace one set of beliefs with another is a waste of
time and energy.  All beliefs are
limiting energetic constructs and while some sets of beliefs are more realistic
than others, they are all still beliefs.
Fortunately, entheogens such as DMT, and especially 5-MeO-DMT, can
assist in the transcendence of all beliefs and direct perception and experience
of the infinite, unified energetic nature of reality, right here, right
now.  This is not what Terence is
using DMT to do, however, and he is clearly caught in his belief structures and
ideational realities that he is creating for himself.  He could transcend all of this, if he would only choose
to.  Somewhat disappointingly,
Terence rather sees DMT as a tool to convince someone of the reality of an
illusionary belief system.  How is
this different from religious indoctrination?

final selection is entitled “Too Much DMT,” and quite fittingly, somewhat
addresses the above question: Right in the middle of this trip, this woman came back to the house . .
. and started beating on my door furiously.  Now being a double Scorpio and secretive anyway, I just
about had a heart attack and jumped off the bed right off this DMT flash.  I jumped up and landed on my feet in
the middle of this room.  And
something about moving so suddenly had shattered the distinction between the
two continuums and I carried it all with me so that the room was then filled
with elves.  They were hanging off
my arms and spinning me around and there was this geometric object in the room
that was spinning and clicking.
And every time it would click, it would hurl a plastic chip across the
room that had a letter in an alien language written on it.  And these elves were screaming and
bouncing off the walls.  This
machine was spinning in the air.
The chips are ricocheting off the walls, and I was trying to deal with
Rosemary in the middle of this.

And you know, it was a too-muchness.  It was a case of seeing too deeply into it.  And if you have too many of those kinds
of trips, then you become reluctant.
This is why I’m very cautious with it.  The notion of having enough chutzpa or will or something to
want to try use this stuff – I can hardly imagine using it – I mean, every time
I encounter it, my wish is not to be destroyed by it.   And the idea of using it for anything just seems like
blasphemy, you know – and it probably is blasphemy – probably a good way to get
cut down to size.

Too much, indeed.  The most interesting way to view this
account of too-muchness is to appreciate the fullness of the perspective
provided by the Entheological Paradigm. Keep in mind, not only is Terence
everything that he experiences on DMT, but he is also everything that he
experiences without DMT. There is only One Being, after all, and that being is
everything, including Terence and his DMT trips.  So, from that perspective, what is going on here?

of all, we see Terence firmly identifying with his ego in recounting this
story.  He rationalizes that his
reaction to having his door pounded on furiously by a woman immediately after
launching into a DMT trip was due not only to being “secretive,” but also a
“double Scorpio.” Astrology is an ego’s dream: finding personal, egoic meaning
in the movement of stars and planets and providing rationales for personal
patterns of behavior.  It is ego
story telling at its finest.
Realistically, Terence could just say that anyone pounding on anyone’s
door immediately after ingesting DMT would probably be disquieting.  He doesn’t say that, however.  He wraps a couple layers of ego around
a simple statement.

the perspective of the Entheological Paradigm, understand that the being that
is Terence is also the disruptive woman, Rosemary, as well.  In this case, it seems as though the
One Being decided that it was time to shake Terence up and force him to
reconsider this energetic, dualistic divide he had created between “DMT Space”
and “normal” reality. The pounding on the door forced Terence to come out of
his psychedelic head space of alien realms and deal with the fact that he’s
actually a person in a body in a room tripping DMT and not a “radio entelechy
of the soul” parading about in an alien universe.  The truth is that
Terence is actually right here, right now, and the woman pounding on the door
it about to prove it.

Terence’s attachment to his fantasy projections are literally gambling with his
life and wellbeing.  He’s so
attached, that the screaming, bounding machine elves are hanging off him,
clinging to him (and by mirror reflection, he to them). And in the middle of it
all is some strange machine, spitting out alien poker chips randomly about the
room while Terence tries to deal with the irate woman.

much, indeed. And all that Terence can say about this event is that the sudden movement caused his distinction
between the “two continuums” to collapse, thereby bringing it all back with him
into normal reality.  Terence’s
dualism shines through yet again.
His mind space is different from his body space.  They are two different continuums.  Terence does not experience himself as
an integrated person.  He is not
present in his being.  And this
experience is a way for Terence to show himself this truth through the context
of the woman and the elves jumping about the room and the poker chips.  It was a lesson.  A harsh one.  If embraced, it could
lead him to the next step in the process of recognition of the self and
letting go of false beliefs.

seems to have scared Terence.  Once
his dualistic distinctions got shaken up, he seems to have become less cavalier
about DMT. He directly states that he fears that the DMT experience will
destroy him.  Ironically, this is
precisely the kind of experience his ego needs to go through. The surprise
would be that once he fully surrendered to the process of being destroyed, he’d
find himself present and liberated. It is only a temporary transcendence of the
ego, after all, not “the end.”  In
fact, it’s just the beginning.

shaken by this experience was he that Terence goes on to claim that using DMT
for anything is blasphemous. Indeed, it is terrifying to challenge ones belief
systems. Challenging beliefs is the very definition of blasphemous, and it is
the fear and terror that this causes the ego that has led religions to react so
strongly to the blasphemous. False identities built on belief in illusions
don’t want to hear the truth of what they are.  In that sense, use of DMT to transcend beliefs is
blasphemous, in the best possible way.

used consciously, entheogens hold the radical potential to be the ultimate
tools in self-awakening and human liberation.  They can bring us to direct and immediate experience of the
true energetic nature of reality and ourselves as embodiments of the Unitary
Energy.  One has to choose to let
go, however, of all beliefs and all ideas produced by the ego. These are blocks
and they only serve to get in the way between our selves and genuine reality.

DMT to affirm beliefs is just delusional, in the worst way. We are not what we
think we are.  We are not what any
of our belief systems have taught.
Beliefs just get in the way and project out as all kinds of illusions
and fictions to which we react exactly as our egos have trained themselves to
react.  Terence is a great example
of this truth and his DMT experiences clearly show this ego mechanism at work
in the Divine Imagination.  It’s
too late for Terence to go beyond his illusions of the machine elves.  Fortunately, it’s not too late for the
rest of us.


an interactive mirror.

the show.

don’t be fooled by the clowns.
It’s just an act, after all.


Psychedelic Resources

A Foraging Trip: Where Do Magic Mushrooms Grow?
Eager to learn more about the origin of psilocybin species? Read this article to find out where magic mushrooms grow and more!

How to Make Shroom Tea: Best Recipe and Dosage
A step by step guide on how to brew shroom tea, and why entheogenic psilocybin tea is a preferred method for psychedelic connoisseurs.

R. Gordon Wasson: Author and Mushroom Expert
Learn about R. Gordon Wasson, the “legendary mushroom expert” and popular figure within the psychonaut community.

Shrooms vs Acid: Differences and Similarities Explained
Ever wondered what the differences are between shrooms vs acid, or if you can take both together? This guide explains what you need to know.

Quantum Mechanics, Reality, and Magic Mushrooms
Scientist and author Dr. Chris Becker takes an in-depth approach in understanding how we perceive reality through magic mushrooms and quantum mechanics.

Psilocybin Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
Our ultimate guide to Psilocybin has everything you want to know about this psychedelic fungi from its uses to its legal status.

The Psilocybin Experience: What’s the Deal With Magic Mushrooms?
From microdoses to macrodoses, the psilocybin experience has been sought after both medicinally and recreationally for millennia.

Psilocybin and Magic Mushroom Resources
Curious to learn more about psilocybin? This guide is a comprehensive psilocybin resource containing books, therapeutic studies, and more.

Paul Stamets Profile: Mushroom Guru, Filmmaker, Nutritionist, Scientist
Learn about Paul Stamets, read his thoughts on psilocybin mircodosing, the future of psilocybin, and his recent film “Fantastic Fungi”.

Microdosing Psilocybin & Common Dosage Explained
Microdosing, though imperceivably, is showing to have many health benefits–here is everything you want to know about microdosing psilocybin.

Psilocybin Nasal Spray: Relief for Anxiety, PTSD, and Depression
Microdosing nasal spray with psilocybin, is that possible?! Oregan a start-up Silo Wellness believes so and has created this new option for PTSD treatment.

Mazatec Mushroom Usage: Notes on Approach, Setting and Species for Curious Psilonauts
A look at traditional Mazatec psilocybin mushroom usage, and a comparison to the cliniical therapeutic approach, with an examination of the Mazatec setting and species used in veladas.

María Sabina: The Mazatec Magic Mushroom Woman
Magic mushrooms are incredibly popular today. How they became introduced to into American culture isn’t usually a topic discussed while tripping on psilocybin fungi. We all may have María Sabina to thank for exposing the Western world to the healing properties of the psilocybin mushroom.

Guide to Magic Mushroom Strains
Are there different types of psilocybin? Read our guide to learn about the different magic mushroom strains and their individual effects.

Kilindi Iyi: Mycologist, Traveler, Teacher
Learn about traveler and mycologist Kilindi Iyi known in the psychedelic community for his research and exploration of psilocybin.

How to Store Shrooms: Best Practices
How do you store shrooms for optimal shelf life? Learn how and why the proper storage method is so important.

Shroom Chocolate Recipes: How to Make Magic Mushroom Chocolates
This recipe provides step by step directions on how you can make mushroom chocolates with the necessary ingredients. Read to learn more!

Why Do People Use Psilocybin? New Johns Hopkins Study
Johns Hopkins University School of Medicines has just published a new study on psychoactive effects of psilocybin. Read here to learn more.

How-To Lemon Tek: Ultimate Guide and Recipe
This master guide will teach you how to lemon tek, preventing the onset of negative effects after consuming psilocybin. Read to learn more!

How to Intensify a Mushroom Trip
Learn about techniques like Lemon tekking, or discover the right time to consume cannabis if you are looking to intensify a mushroom trip.

How to Grow Magic Mushrooms: Step-by-Step
This step-by-step guide will show you how to grow magic mushrooms at home. Read this guide before trying it on your own.

How to Dry Magic Mushrooms: Best Practices
Read to learn more about specifics for the best practices on how to dry magic mushrooms after harvesting season.

How to Buy Psilocybin Spores
Interested in psilocybin mushrooms? We’ll walk you through all you need to know to obtain mushroom spores. Nosh on this delish How To guide.

Hippie Flipping: When Shrooms and Molly Meet
What is it, what does it feel like, and how long does it last? Explore the mechanics of hippie flipping and how to safely experiment.

Having Sex on Shrooms: Good or Bad Idea?
Is having sex on shrooms a good idea or an accident waiting to happen? Find out in our guide to sex on magic mushrooms.

Gold Cap Shrooms Guide: Spores, Effects, Identification
Read this guide to learn more about the different characteristics of gold cap mushrooms, and how they differ from other psilocybin species.

Guide to Cooking with Magic Mushrooms
From cookies to smoothies and sandwiches, we cover various methods of cooking with magic mushrooms for the ultimate snack.

2020 Election: The Decriminalize Psilocybin Movement
Are you curious if mushrooms will follow in marijuana’s footsteps? Read to learn about how the U.S. is moving to decriminalize psilocybin.

Oregon’s Initiative to Legalize Mushrooms | Initiative Petition 34
Oregon continues to push ahead with their initiative to legalize Psilocybin in 2020. The measure received its official title and now needs signatures.

Canada Approves Psilocybin Treatment for Terminally-Ill Cancer Patients
Canada’s Minister of Health, Patty Hajdu approved the use of psilocybin to help ease anxiety and depression of four terminal cancer patients.

Mapping the DMT Experience
With only firsthand experiences to share, how can we fully map the DMT experience? Let’s explore what we know about this powerful psychedelic.

Guide to Machine Elves and Other DMT Entities
This guide discusses machine elves, clockwork elves, and other common DMT entities that people experience during a DMT trip.

Is the DMT Experience a Hallucination? 
What if the DMT realm was the real world, and our everyday lives were merely a game we had chosen to play?

How to Store DMT
Not sure how to store DMT? Read this piece to learn the best practices and elements of advice to keep your stuff fresh.

What Does 5-MeO-DMT Show Us About Consciousness?
How does our brain differentiate between what’s real and what’s not? Read to learn what can 5-MeO-DMT show us about consciousness.

How to Smoke DMT: Processes Explained
There are many ways to smoke DMT and we’ve outlined some of the best processes to consider before embarking on your journey.

How to Ground After DMT
Knowing what to expect from a DMT comedown can help you integrate the experience to gain as much value as possible from your journey.

How To Get DMT
What kind of plants contain DMT? Are there other ways to access this psychedelic? Read on to learn more about how to get DMT.

How DMT is Made: Everything You Need to Know
Ever wonder how to make DMT? Read our guide to learn everything you need to know about the procedures of how DMT is made.

Having Sex on DMT: What You Need to Know
Have you ever wondered about sex on DMT? Learn how the God Molecule can influence your intimate experiences.

Does the Human Brain Make DMT? 
With scientific evidence showing us DMT in the brain, what can we conclude it is there for? Read on to learn more.

How to Use DMT Vape Pens
Read to learn all about DMT vape pens including: what to know when vaping, what to expect when purchasing a DMT cartridge, and vaping safely.

DMT Resources
This article is a comprehensive DMT resource providing extensive information from studies, books, documentaries, and more. Check it out!

Differentiating DMT and Near-Death Experiences
Some say there are similarities between a DMT trip and death. Read our guide on differentiating DMT and near-death experiences to find out.

DMT Research from 1956 to the Edge of Time
From a representative sample of a suitably psychedelic crowd, you’d be hard pressed to find someone who couldn’t tell you all about Albert Hofmann’s enchanted bicycle ride after swallowing what turned out to be a massive dose of LSD. Far fewer, however, could tell you much about the world’s first DMT trip.

The Ultimate Guide to DMT Pricing
Check out our ultimate guide on DMT pricing to learn what to expect when purchasing DMT for your first time.

DMT Milking | Reality Sandwich
Indigenous cultures have used 5-MeO-DMT for centuries. With the surge in demand for psychedelic toad milk, is DMT Milking harming the frogs?

Why Does DMT Pervade Nature?
With the presence of DMT in nature everywhere – including human brains – why does it continue to baffle science?

DMT Substance Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
Our ultimate guide to DMT has everything you want to know about this powerful psychedelic referred to as “the spirit molecule”.

DMT for Depression: Paving the Way for New Medicine
We’ve been waiting for an effective depression treatment. Studies show DMT for depression works even for treatment resistant patients.

Beating Addiction with DMT
Psychedelics have been studied for their help overcoming addiction. Read how DMT is helping addicts beat their substance abuse issues.

DMT Extraction: Behind the Scientific Process
Take a look at DMT extraction and the scientific process involved. Learn all you need to know including procedures and safety.

Microdosing DMT & Common Dosages Explained
Microdosing, though imperceivable, is showing to have many health benefits–here is everything you want to know about microdosing DMT.

DMT Art: A Look Behind Visionary Creations
An entire genre of artwork is inspired by psychedelic trips with DMT. Read to learn about the entities and visions behind DMT art.

Changa vs. DMT: What You Need to Know
While similar (changa contains DMT), each drug has its own unique effect and feeling. Let’s compare and contrast changa vs DMT.

5-MeO-DMT Guide: Effects, Benefits, Safety, and Legality
5-Meo-DMT comes from the Sonora Desert toad. Here is everything you want to know about 5-Meo-DMT and how it compares to 4-AcO-DMT.

4-AcO-DMT Guide: Benefits, Effects, Safety, and Legality
This guide tells you everything about 4 AcO DMT & 5 MeO DMT, that belong to the tryptamine class, and are similar but slightly different to DMT.

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The Ayahuasca Experience
Ayahuasca is both a medicine and a visionary aid. You can employ ayahuasca for physical, mental, emotional and spiritual repair, and you can engage with the power of ayahuasca for deeper insight and realization. If you consider attainment of knowledge in the broadest perspective, you can say that at all times, ayahuasca heals.


Trippy Talk: Meet Ayahuasca with Sitaramaya Sita and PlantTeachers
Sitaramaya Sita is a spiritual herbalist, pusangera, and plant wisdom practitioner formally trained in the Shipibo ayahuasca tradition.


The Therapeutic Value of Ayahuasca
My best description of the impact of ayahuasca is that it’s a rocket boost to psychospiritual growth and unfolding, my professional specialty during my thirty-five years of private practice.


Microdosing Ayahuasca: Common Dosage Explained
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Ayahuasca Makes Neuron Babies in Your Brain
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The Fatimiya Sufi Order and Ayahuasca
In this interview, the founder of the Fatimiya Sufi Order,  N. Wahid Azal, discusses the history and uses of plant medicines in Islamic and pre-Islamic mystery schools.


Consideration Ayahuasca for Treatment of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
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Brainwaves on Ayahuasca: A Waking Dream State
In a study researchers shared discoveries showing ingredients found in Ayahuasca impact the brainwaves causing a “waking dream” state.


Cannabis and Ayahuasca: Mixing Entheogenic Plants
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Ayahuasca Retreat 101: Everything You Need to Know to Brave the Brew
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Ayahuasca Helps with Grief
A new study published in psychopharmacology found that ayahuasca helped those suffering from the loss of a loved one up to a year after treatment.


Ayahuasca Benefits: Clinical Improvements for Six Months
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Ayahuasca Culture: Indigenous, Western, And The Future
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Ayahuasca Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
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Ayahuasca and the Godhead: An Interview with Wahid Azal of the Fatimiya Sufi Order
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Ayahuasca and the Feminine: Women’s Roles, Healing, Retreats, and More
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What Is the Standard of Care for Ketamine Treatments?
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Having Sex on Ketamine: Getting Physical on a Dissociative
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Special K: The Party Drug
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Kitty Flipping: When Ketamine and Molly Meet
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Ketamine vs. Esketamine: 3 Important Differences Explained
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Guide to Ketamine Treatments: Understanding the New Approach
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Ketamine Treatment for Eating Disorders
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Ketamine Resources, Studies, and Trusted Information
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Ketamine Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
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Ketamine for Depression: A Mental Health Breakthrough
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Ketamine for Addiction: Treatments Offering Hope
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Microdosing Ketamine & Common Dosages Explained
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How to Ease a Ketamine Comedown
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How to Store Ketamine: Best Practices
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How To Buy Ketamine: Is There Legal Ketamine Online?
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How Ketamine is Made: Everything You Need to Know
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How MDMA is Made: Common Procedures Explained
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Hippie Flipping: When Shrooms and Molly Meet
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Ultimate Cocaine Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
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Cannabis Research Explains Sociability Behaviors
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Cannabis Guide: Effects, Common Uses, Safety
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Cannabis and Ayahuasca: Mixing Entheogenic Plants
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CBD-Rich Cannabis Versus Single-Molecule CBD
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Cannabis Has Always Been a Medicine
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